i understand now, after talking to my HAP. it just makes me sad that i can't be apart of something i want to be apart of so desperately. i cannot and will not let satan use this to bring me down. i love adx and everything inbetween and i would never want to be upset with anything they decide. i guess you could say that i'm still hurt. because i am.
i'm gonna use that time to retreat with my sweet Jesus. i know he won't let me down and he will never set me aside or abandon me. only him can love me as i am.
no music
no mood, i'm simply numb
1 good > talking to fendi. << this girl light's up my life w/ such a new light and joy. i praise God for placing her in my life. :-)
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