Saturday, November 15, 2008

settling it in

after allowing things to settle.../focus my mind elsewhere, i now feel a TON better. not quite so sad. i think i will be sad for a while b/c it is what it is. but today was a really GOOD day. i am glad that i'm starting to become "recognized" more at work as a strong leader...about time. ;) so i got more hours today. and opened 6, yes 6 credit cards for our store, aka TCPS. (children's place cards) it's kinda a big deal considering that that is what we focus on the most. i obess over it. so i have an astounding 11 tcps total for this week. CRAZY!!! but so great. which means more hours!!! more $$$ and more giving that up to him. anyway i can serve him, the better i am.

sorry about the last emo message. i was not me. i am still not me. i'm like a yo-yo it seems. one emotion to the next. but i can't help the way i feel. but in some way....i know i'll be ok. thank you for encouraging me...those who gave me encouraging notes, a pumpkin, and warm smiles. it really does go a long way.

music: the hum of traffic outside
mood: mellow
goods: Big sis, coffee, 11 tcps, GOD, my dad.

1 comment:

perkyNbLue said...

I'm so glad that you're feeling better and the work stuff is awesome as well. Congratulations! I love you very much and look forward to seeing you soon. ;)