slacking is the word.

slacking to this blog. but interesting: i can no longer sleep at nite. weird. it's almost 2 am and i'm alert. what the heck is going on brain!?

i need to preoccupy myself.

i created a really cool inspiration canvas. i cut 2 x 2 " cut outs of random colors, granted i only have cooking magazines, and put them together. i'm glad of how it turned out. when i figure out if my camera is seriously dead or not i will hopefully put a picture of my many pictures of this board.

what draws out inspiration? everything. God. everything that God created. from the unique color of leaves to the billions of stars in the sky. that's all God. and it's LEGIT.

yesterday/today: smile brought to my face from the ridiculous-ness of the house. welcoming in new people into my life is difficult, although the personality is slightly off, this is a chance for me to grow. that's another thing. no one is ever fully "there". we are always growing. whether it be spiritually, relationships, or friendships. i'm excited to grow here.

God push me to my POTENTIAL!

> can't keep on holding to the shudda, woodda, cudda, >>>>> hold onto GOD!

Proverbs 4:23 "Guard your Heart, for it is the wellspring of life."