what happened?

to realness?
to openess?
to friendlness?

is it lost to the wind?
stuck to the asphalt?
hidden under a rock?

i want that. i desperately see that we are falling apart. my thread can only stretch so far. where is this line drawn, and will we ever just be happy to be content. it's not about looking up how far you need to travel, it's about how far you have come. so looking down and being incredibly BLESSED. ponder this. if it doesn't make sense, sorry my mind is scatterbrained but that is who i am . always questioning. maybe you have the answer i need.

2 Corinthians 4:18