just as i thought that i was finally getting through the sad of my "aunt". ... i decided to visit home and work on a quilt i was making for my lil sis. my older sister was at the house, which is rare, as i usually never get to see her anymore. she seemed off, but i brushed it off. until she came up to me, told me that she was pregnant but that last week she miscarried. 5 weeks.
i have taken a nursing class, (upper division ge) and we have been learning about pregnacy. at 4 wks arms and legs, limbs, eyes, arms, and HEART beats form. the 5th week is brain growth, etc.
why am i saying this? because for 5 weeks i was going to be an aunt.
right now. my heart is breaking for my sister. people keep telling me that it's normal for this to happen, 1st child. etc. sure. ok. now i'm trusting (as hard as it is) that God has everything under his wing. I trust that he has welcomed lil haggerty into his loving grace and arms.
... please be in prayer for my family. for my sister and my brother in law, both of our families. and for me, i already see myself placing a mask over my face whilst in public. honestly i have only told 3 people, but anyone who follows these blogs see more than anyone that i know or live with, or have grown these last couple of years with. i'm still trying to figure out how to react if someone brings it up.
thank for your encouragement, and texts, i have been overwhelmed, and finals are this week, and i literally cannot do anything. i'm sorry if you have texted me and i haven't replied. know that i love you all, and i just need time right now. <3
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