i'm awake

yes it is true.

& coherent, i might add.

significance.... significance.... mmmm. after talking to sarah for hours and driving around santee/lakeview/alpine/everywhere inbetween aka the ghetto, God has been setting forth action for me to partake in. this summer isn't going to be another boring, unproductive summer, it's going to be meaningful. i have already learned about relationships and such & now i am pursuing the truth in significance. i am being called to do a missions trip...i have never been on one before, so i have much to wait patiently for whatever it is that He decides for me. also i plan to be a mentor at the Rock...

but getting back to significance. this is where i will be at. also, i am taking a giant step back to allow the camels/lamas to pass & to take a breather. why rush the craziness of life? i am on cruise control for now, but don't want to come too close to the car in front that it switches off or to manual. i need to get everything under His control. i am letting go of the things that have held me down this semester, and taking on a new hope and new perspective that my actions and Love is expressed the way He intends them to be. here is my only place. i will come here to share. feel privileged. LOL. j/k. but seriously. =)

* p.s. i can never be serious.